The Lyss

My day is basically quiet and boring… I’m at work and my boss is out of town so it’s more quiet than usual. Though I have things I could be doing, to find myself motivated enough to actually do them is another story. Last night I found myself going to bed early. I got into a tiff with a friend over something so trivial, but what really bothered me was that he didn’t even take the time to apologize to me about it, he just assumed it would magically go away. Well it doesn’t. I’m still upset, even today. And hopefully he will realize it and make amends, if not, well then I don’t really know what to say.

So where is my life at the moment. I’m getting a new pc on Monday. I finally bit the bullet and decided I was long overdue for a huge upgrade on my pc. So I ordered one. It won’t be top of the line or near it, but it’s definitely a nice upgrade from what I had. I’m going from a Nvidia AGP 6800 (i think) to a NVidia PCI-E 8800 GTS SSC. And from 1gig of ram to 2gigs of ram. Even my hard drives are an upgrade. And my processor and motherboard too. All in all it should be smoooooooth as butter! Let’s hope it comes together alright.

So, Christmas time is coming around the corner. Have you all done your shopping? Me? I’m so anti-christmas shopping, god it’s so much effort. I just remember the crowds the cost, the aching feet, I’m so not looking forward to it at all. I’m thinking of doing more memorable things, this year. Something from the heart, and not the wallet. We’ll see if I can be creative, otherwise, I guess I’ll hit the mall!! UGH!

To look into your eyes…
I can almost feel your touch…
The wanting… The desire… The need…
Oh, how I long to feel you gaze into my eyes…
Into my heart…
Into the very depths of my soul…
Share with me this moment…
Close your eyes for me…
Press your lips softly together…
And imagine me there with you…
Holding your hands…
Gently leaning in to kiss you softly…
Lingering there to savor every second…
In this moment…
In this very moment…
I felt you there with me…
And as I open my eyes…
My world seems empty once again…
But my heart is warm with your love…

A sappy poem, but one that came from my heart at this time. Never waste time, if you’re wasting time even now… stop… and go do something you want to do, something you need to do, but don’t procrastinate because time will escape you, and you will be wishing you could have it back.

Hey, it’s hump day! Not only is it hump day, but it’s better than that since there’s no work tomorrow or friday! It’s Turkey week! LOL So who out there has Thanksgiving day plans? Thanksgiving has never been one of my favorite holidays. I mean most people like it cuz they get to eat all day and watch football and drink beer and hang out with friends and family. But since I don’t drink beer or watch football or even eat a whole lot of turkey, Thanksgiving Day is simply another day.

Now Christmas on the other hand… Boy I wish I could be a kid again, to wake up on Christmas morning and see all those presents under the tree, what an exciting day!! I simply loved Christmas, now it’s about making everyone else happy! Which I love to do as well, however I generally go overboard which makes for a lot of bills!!!

So what’s on your mind today? Mine? I don’t know really, I’m kinda tired, kinda stressed, lately I’ve felt like I simply have no time to do everything I want to do. I mean in terms of WoW, I wanna level my alts, I wanna do heroics/instances, I want to pvp, I want to do my Arenas, and I want to go do raids. But I can’t do them all. In terms of real life, I want to get caught up around the house, so my house actually looks nice. I want to take care of my responsibilities, and I want to go out of the house and have fun. Time is the one thing you can never get enough of, and I sure wish I could bank some time right now to use whenever I need it.

Speaking of time… I better get back to work.

Hi everyone!

Well this is my first blog on here. And I’m not quite sure what I want to say. I’m still highly addicted to Bubbly, I downloaded the single for .99 cents which I’ve never done before and now I even went out and bought her CD. It’s just weird, the song makes me crinkle my nose! 

So what’s new in the world of The Lyss? Not too much. I’m beginning to hate the Arenas, at least the 5v5’s, they’re more of a chore than anything else, and if we do poorly I so feel like it’s my fault. It’s not really rewarding. I wish we could quit doing them altogether, but then some of us get our points from 5v5s so doing that would be bad. Well my guild has been growing in numbers lately, I think because as WoW ages, so do guilds and people’s ability to continue raiding in a hardcore fashion. My guild is made for a more relaxing atmosphere, we don’t have any policies or harsh rules and restrictions and certainly no dkp. We just go to raids and enjoy ourselves, loot is secondary for most of us.

Lately I’ve been walking in the clouds, I’m happy. I’m happy with where I’m at atm. Maybe I should be more focused and doing more for myself, or my goals etc., but for now I’m happy.  Are you?