A quiet time…
My day is basically quiet and boring… I’m at work and my boss is out of town so it’s more quiet than usual. Though I have things I could be doing, to find myself motivated enough to actually do them is another story. Last night I found myself going to bed early. I got into a tiff with a friend over something so trivial, but what really bothered me was that he didn’t even take the time to apologize to me about it, he just assumed it would magically go away. Well it doesn’t. I’m still upset, even today. And hopefully he will realize it and make amends, if not, well then I don’t really know what to say.
So where is my life at the moment. I’m getting a new pc on Monday. I finally bit the bullet and decided I was long overdue for a huge upgrade on my pc. So I ordered one. It won’t be top of the line or near it, but it’s definitely a nice upgrade from what I had. I’m going from a Nvidia AGP 6800 (i think) to a NVidia PCI-E 8800 GTS SSC. And from 1gig of ram to 2gigs of ram. Even my hard drives are an upgrade. And my processor and motherboard too. All in all it should be smoooooooth as butter! Let’s hope it comes together alright.
So, Christmas time is coming around the corner. Have you all done your shopping? Me? I’m so anti-christmas shopping, god it’s so much effort. I just remember the crowds the cost, the aching feet, I’m so not looking forward to it at all. I’m thinking of doing more memorable things, this year. Something from the heart, and not the wallet. We’ll see if I can be creative, otherwise, I guess I’ll hit the mall!! UGH!
To look into your eyes…
I can almost feel your touch…
The wanting… The desire… The need…
Oh, how I long to feel you gaze into my eyes…
Into my heart…
Into the very depths of my soul…
Share with me this moment…
Close your eyes for me…
Press your lips softly together…
And imagine me there with you…
Holding your hands…
Gently leaning in to kiss you softly…
Lingering there to savor every second…
In this moment…
In this very moment…
I felt you there with me…
And as I open my eyes…
My world seems empty once again…
But my heart is warm with your love…
A sappy poem, but one that came from my heart at this time.
Never waste time, if you’re wasting time even now… stop… and go do something you want to do, something you need to do, but don’t procrastinate because time will escape you, and you will be wishing you could have it back.